Interlude: Loved By You

Tonight I only want to be loved by you
And feel all of the things I feel when
You do what you do..ooh
Makes my body hot
When you rock my spot.
Take me to the next level
Mm.. your voice makes me wet
I'll give you something good
That you never will forget ;)


Kahala Lei
Interlude: Loved By You
Blood Money Poets
copyright 2011

Learn Better Ways than the Hatred

Please congregate

To mass educate

Do not teach hate, for

It makes God irate

Gravitate

Towards elevate

Uplift the whole plate

Together elate

Until judgement day

This is not wordplay

Nor hearsay

Its written

In the words you pray

Everyday,

No matter what story

your Holy Book says

All things come to an end,

My friend.

For this ulgy world,

The rules will not bend.

People must change

Find a better way,

Or at least save themselves from

Judgement Day.

Kahala Lei

Blood Money Poets

copyright 2011



Sisters and Brothers

Separate, yourselves

Please, kids, don't fight

How would you feel if

You received a call that

Your sibling said good night?

How would you feel, in a

World all alone?

No mother to visit,

No sister to phone..

What is your idea, of a

Family scare?

Losing my family

Would be a nightmare.

Please stop that fighting, for

All you have is each other

Family comes first,

Love, sister and brothers.

Kahala Lei

Blood Money Poets

copyright 2011

Fired & Inspired

inspired by the life i was given


to make the best of how i was livin

gave me understanding of what could be

a comprehension beyond you and me

i followed the word as i knew it

i tried so hard

so many times i blew it

yet God gave me another chance

to prove to me

i was worth that 2nd glance

i struggled, now i'm finally free

to enjoy a lifetime of

opportunity

to make the choices set before me

i'm choosing to get many degrees

to maximize my fidelities

tired of the past i've known

so full of life sentences & necrologies

why would i serve a life behind bars?

what purpose could i serve, my brains blown to mars

wacked out on the same thing that broke my family?

naw, dog.. that wouldn't be me

i deserve a life far better than that

i deserve to hear music, not

rat a tat tat

i deserve to be happy

watchin my family grow

i deserve more than that,

you just don't know



i'm not here to say

what you already know

i'm tellin my story, so i can let it go

i'm tellin you all

that i have deep inside

i'm sayin it now, so you

understand my pride

i'm proud to have survived the eye

of the worst of life storms

i survived abuses and family oriented scorn

i've survived the hood

and what's not so good

i've survived, although i'm worn

i don't care how you judge me now

talk all you want

but you'd never know how

i made it through those dying times,

imagine not eating, then walking the march of dimes?

imagine a winter so very cold

no shoes for your feet

no jacket or coat to make your outfit complete

no way to get to school

yet you still strived to go

only to get kicked out

and left in the snow

imagine your mother didn't love you a bit

do you think you could have easily

survived this?



i made it out

but i don't know how

i guess God's good graces

are what bailed me out

i guess those footprints in the snow

must have been His

mine were cold even though

imagine hiding the fact that

you lived on the streets

imagine having potential





no avenue to to make beats?

imagine not having a friend on your back

imagine that, how would you act?

during those years

i was a savage beast

when my tummy stayed empty,

that beast got released

when my feelings got hurt

so did your face

because i had a death wish

to get out of that place

embarassed for years of

just who i was

no mother, no father

no one i could trust

no family, no roots

just me in the streets

now although i struggle, my life's more complete

all i need now is to learn to believe

in myself and the things i could conceive

a thought a dream,

to me it never occurred

that i'd actually survive

that childhood absurd



Thank you Jesus!!

i''ve survived the storm

i'm far from that place,

my babies are warm.

i'm far from abused,

i'm far from that place

life's much better now

its a life i can embrace .
 
 
Kahala Lei
Blood Money Poets
copyright 2010

Friends Forever, Love

i love you

let the truth be told


i can see us together


when we grow old


i simply adore you


what can i say?


and i wouldn't have it


any other way


feelings like these


are rare to me


because i can't for


just anyone


its easy to see


distant to many


yet never to you


if you went away,


oh what would i do?


the truth


plain and simple


is that it just can't be


because fate has no place


for you and me


so on that note


i fall back as a friend


either way we do it

you're mine til the end.

Kahala Lei
Blood Money Poets

copyright 2010

Complete

complete

she's complete

she's complete now,

despite her defeats

she's got faith, hope and love

the girl doesn't need a lover

she doesn't need a friend

all she needs to know is

that she tried her best

when it ends

prosperous

its what we all hope to be

but at the end of the day

it boils down to you and me

i write the line

you read between

things don't always become

what they seem

 
 
Kahala Lei
Blood Money Poets
copyright 2010

So Past You

don't come here now

with a backward glance

when i was into you

you were into her pants

you passed me by for

the half naked chick

and the chick with the cash

now so many years later

you're talkin this trash?

tellin me how you're ying

and I'm supposed to be yang?

go back in the streets n

keep hittin ms thang!!

how dare you try me like a fool!

you tasted my life

now you wanna pop shit

like you never thought i'd

make a good wife?

put your thoughts in your pocket

with your blank insecurities

get your ass outta my house

forget you ever knew me!

after all these years

you noticed what you missed

well maybe a decade ago

you could have had this

hind sight's 20/20

yeah this one is quite clear

my heart is my life

that's something you can't come near

you can finish your dinner

then you can leave this place

end of conversation

you gotta get out of my face

talkin about remember

how we made love in the rain

all I recall are teardrops

and my heart heavy with pain

what's all these questions

that you keep asking me?

save it for someone else, dog

i've got my own family

huh! you make me laugh

when you say our love was true

it was never love

and i'm so past you!

Kahala Lei

Blood Money Poets

copyright 2010

NATURALLY INTENSE

INTENSE

RHYTHM AND HEARTBEAT

COMBINED

FORMING A LUSTFUL SYMPHONY

AS TWO BODIES INTERTWINE

BECOMING ONE

IN A SOULFUL FORCE

TOUCHING, CARESSING

PIECES OF CLOTHING

ON THE FLOOR

DANCING, UNDRESSING

YEARNING FOR MORE

OF WHAT SEEMS TO BE

UNLAWFUL DESIRE

FOCUSED ON HER

HE SET HER PANTIES AFIRE

SHE REACHED DOWN TO FEEL

HIS RISEN ADMIRER

LONG AND HARD

READY TO THRUST

HE SLIDE IT INSIDE HER

HOT, WET AND JUICY

SHE FELL TO THE BED

AS SHE OPENED HER MOUTH

AND ACCEPTED HIS HEAD

TWIRLING HER TONGUE

AROUND HIS FULL RISEN SHAFT

HE SHUDDERED, HE EXPLODED

AS SHE TASTED HIS DRAFT

DURING THIS MOMENT HE

BEGAN TUGGING THE SHEETS

JUST BEFORE LOWERING

HIS FACE TO HER FEET

STARTING WITH TOES,

WORKING HIS WAY TO HER MIDDLE

SHE GYRATED HER HIPS

MOANED SOMETHING OF A RIDDLE

WHEN THE TIME HAD SUBSIDED

HE AROSE TO HER BREASTS

HER NIPPLES WERE GODDESSES

BENEATH HIS BREATH

WHILE SUCKING THESE NIPPLES

INSIDE HIS MOUTH

HIS FINGERS BEGAN TO TRAVEL

BACK DOWN SOUTH

ALL CONTROL LOST

THOSE SOFT LEGS HAD SPREAD

TO REVEAL A HEAVEN OF

WHIRLWIND IMMENSE

HOT, WET, SULTRY

NATURALLY INTENSE

 
 
Kahala Lei
Blood Money Poets

copyright 2010

Three Weeks for an Answer

Three weeks for an answer

What a mountain to ask

From the test to the lab

Two of five have already passed

Worried anticipation

Fifty fifty chance

I'm at the intersection

Awaiting a directional glance.

The lives of many could change

Upon hearing what it is

From here, left or right?

God willing, I

Won't have to take that plight

Three weeks are over

And I know just where to go

Praise God I finally got answer

Of Phoenix's cancer, it's no.

Kahala Lei

Blood Money Poets

copyright 2011



Drinking to Fight Cancer

There are many teas that we have right under the radar, that will help you to reduce cancer growth.  Most of our ailments are due to the products we use.  We abuse our bodies and pollute them with additives, preservatives and coloring, that our bodies are now taking the toll for such behavior. 

Please feel free to google every recipe I list as a tea to help you on this journey.  I urge you to see why I recommended these teas.  I get no money for this, I am not network marketing on behalf of any company.  You can find most of them at your neighborhood ethnic markets. 

Spiced Tea

Simmer for 15 minutes

ginger

cinnamon

cardimom

nutmeg

and add honey to cool it down and sweeten the deal

Grosvenor Momordica Herbal Tea

find it in your local Asian market

 its pretty cheap and tastes great too!

Green Teas

basically any kind will help

but the stronger, the better

Eating to Fight Cancer

  It's a fact.  Cancer affects 1 in every 3 people.  There is no cure for cancer.  Only the hope that it can be reduced and removed.  Not so long ago, I moved to Florida and have only begun to develop a social circle.  Already, I've seen 2 very nice people be taken out by this horrible monster. 

  Recently,  I have been blessed to have a wonderful person in my life,  whom I care about very much.  This person has stage 4 lung cancer and there's nothing I wouldn't do to help him along his weary journey.  With that in mind,  I think about a few other friends that I know of, who also are either suffering with cancer,  survivors of cancer,  or affected by the disasters it causes in families.

  Just last week,  it hit me even harder, when I took my 5 year old son for his biopsy.  He may have skin cancer.

  With those of whom I love and support in mind,  I am going to simply post some of my findings.

As I flipped through the pages of  www.cancercenter.com  last night,  I found list of foods that help defend your body against cancer.  Please verify my information via google or on the website I have provided for you.  I am by far, not a doctor.  Just a caring poet who wants to help those whom I love and those who love someone with these conditions.

• eat plenty of foods that contain Vitamin D
• eat more fiber rich foods
• rather than rely on pills to cure you, realize that these pills are more effective when you eat a diet consistent with what you are trying to achieve.  Please realize that God has given us all the resources that we need.  Medicine will only take you so far.  The rest is upto you.
• eat low fat yogurt daily.  Please watch what kind of yogurt you go for, as  sugar feeds cancerous activity.  There are certain types of natural sugars that are helpful to fighting cancer.  Natural low fat yogurt contains these 'good sugars'. 
• bananas
• hard boiled eggs
• low sodium V8
• dried pineapple:  pineapple extract is very helpful if you are going through chemo.
• pinto beans
• pistachios
• goat cheese
• fresh veggies
• raw almonds
• peppermint tea

I hope that this tidbit of info helps those who could use some support throughout their journey.

With the Love of God,

Kahala Lei

Blood Money Poets 

2011

Therefore I Write

I am
Therefore I write.
A deep thought process
Is coming out tonight.
Whether I choose to write format,
Or choose to write free,
This monumental moment is
Going to be.
Because my writing is my 
Perception of reality.
I'm not going to set rules,
I don't do boundaries.
So accept my love here
Before I begin my rhyme,
First impressions are forever-
And you only get one time.


Love and peace yall,
My favorite quote is "Love is the Color of Water" by James Mc Bride. Good read. Definitely worth reading!
Please enjoy my work!


Kahala Lei
Blood Money Poets
copyright 2011

Freedom Diary 1

Although we seek freedom,
We are not free. 
With such a deep word comes
Great responsibility.
The rules that apply have
Existed since day one.
Yet have we to see
His Divine Will be done.
Beware! For such day is
Incredibly near.
If you haven't before, it is
Now time to fear!
Do not fear for your life,
For it's the only time you have,
But as for your soul,
How many intentions were bad?
God did not appoint us to slay
In His name!
Nor did He tell us that 
Life is a game!
So watch what you do,
And every step that you take.
Prepare for your day
At the judgement gate.




Kahala Lei
Blood Money Poets
copyright 2011

Throughout the Years

Thirteen years and it seems like yesterday

Wish I could visit you for just one day

So much has happened, your boy becoming a man

If only I could see your face again.

Most of the time, I think forward

Thou shall never look back.

But every July 3rd, I get this attack.

Memories remind me of the only love I know true

And this is why I cannot forget about you.

People said to move on, as I have duly done

To date I have yet to find another one

Someone to love, who's heart feels as much.

After all these years, I'd give anything 

To feel your touch.

Another year past, I'll push it away, for

I know I'll see you in heaven one day.

To my Shawn, the love I'll never forget

Sunrise 4/4/1980.......Sunset 7/3/1998

From the bottom of the heart of

Kahala Lei 
Throughout the Years

Blood Money Poets

copyright 2011

Nothing

I have officially given

All that I have to give.

At some point I need me

Before I lose reason to live.

Judgement calls are made 

Throughout day and night, but

The people throwing judgement

Are the ones who aren't living right.

Keep up the talking

Keep throwing stones!

I'll pray for you as

You stand before God's throne.

Go ahead and revel

In your selfish ways!

From the end of my rope, I

Leave you today.

I leave you behind me

For my boundaries you've breached

For you to seek out the Lord

Is all I beseech .

I've nothing to say

The water's run dry

I've nothing for you

Not even good bye.

Kahala Lei

Blood Money Poets

copyright 2011

Without Humanity

It seems to me that we are not we
Human race, without humanity
Watching people living in bluff,
Hasn't anyone gotten tired enough?
Tired of the lies, tell the truth, let it be
Tired of living in mediocrity 
Wish I was done living in the slums
So I could dance to a fancier drum.
Nowadays, there is a pill
To solve your every whim
Society says if you don't,
You're probably living in sin.
They say there's no way, because
They don't want to sin alone
As though you could call me from 
The gates of hell, with a cell phone?
Wishful thinking on your behalf
Protected I am with His divine rod and staff.
I'll be much more comfortable
At home, safe at last.


We are a human race, without humanity
Full of social surprises, lacking dignity.
Not united at all, not one common front
Every man for himself, worried on his wants.
If he don't succeed, he doesn't feel the need
And he won't call you again, until his
Heart starts to bleed.
Take it or leave it, your soul it will cost
You can mourn later about the blessings you lost.
Selfishness rules this world that I see
"I can't talk to you right now, if it doesn't benefit me."




Kahala Lai
Blood Money Poets
copyright 2011

I Loved You

How did I let you go?

This question runs through my mind

Every single day.

Why would I let you go?

I loved you so much that my sun

Could not rise without your face.

My heart fluttering to the sound of your walk,

The height of your voice, so mellow and sweet.

Your charisma, your valiance.

I loved every shudder that you sent through my body

Each time you touched my milky soft skin.

Our rise and our fall, entwined harmony

As you extracted pectin from my flower

Budding essence of soulful symphonies

Gardens full of fresh morning dew.

I loved you.

Kahala Lei

Blood Money Poets

copyright 2011

Official Announcement of Young Poetess Leilani

Tonight, Young Poetess Leilani has announced her official poetic title to be Lani Moe'uhane.

At a show last week, she announced that she is in the process of building a youth poetry slam team, here in Southwest Florida! She will lead her team to perform in Christian Youth Rallies across the US! We expect to hear great things from our Lani Moe'uhane! 

Surrounded By War

Survival of the fittest is what it's about

While they were trying to fit in,

She looked for a way out

Will someone just tell her

What all this fighting is for?

It seems to be that she is 

Surrounded by war.

Surrounded by war

Gunshots, night and day

Where the fighting persues

As she slips away.

Riding the train

Off into the night

A bit of serenity

A lifetime of plight.

She continues the journey

Year after bitter year,

It begins to look like the

Journey is clear.

Why all this pain?

Why choose with me?

She asks these same questions

For what seems like infinity.

All of this fighting, and

What is the fighting for?

Seems to her that we are

Surrounded by war.

Surrounded by war

You say that it's not the end?

Explain that quaint theory

My precious friend.

God says the higher your blessings

More hatred you'll endure

And this could be why

You're surrounded by war.

[Revelation 3:11-2, Matthew 10:32-38,  7:13-4,  11:15-21,  13:37-43]  

Kahala Lei

Blood Money Poets

copyright 2011

My Patriotic Heart Bleeds

My country has murdered my patriotic heart

Simple minded populus just don't understand.

They'll stop at nothing to gain wealth and power

Killing the very people that make their left hand.

Building a nation upon Christian daydreams, 

Macabre deeds derived from the core of evil

Hypothetically speaking of harmonial freedom;

Freedom is not free, merely a credit of good wil

What will you do? How did you decide?

My country has murdered my patriotic heart.

I hail not from this place, I am simply another face

Representing an example of Jehovah's grace

Human, flesh and bone, a figment of life

Independantly strong, for I stand solo at the gate

I rebuke anyone else who tries to control my fate.

My country has murdered my patriotic heart

When I noticed I was not like them.

Where so much funding goes lost, 

Amibition is wasted with people working the system

The nation allows it, at the taxpayer's cost.

Where black on black crime goes unresolved

Because it gives more power to the powerful,

While the underinsured get no help- population control

"Let less of you poor folk, live to grow old."

My patriotic heart has bleed to death when

I realized that our freedom is an act of mockery.

Two hands stuck in the mud, is our society.

The overall state of our country sees

That my patriotic heart never fails to bleed.

Kahala Lei

Blood Money Poets

copyright 2011

Christian Haiku: Purpose

Purpose

Faith and hope

Lead a purpose driven life

Jesus is Lord

Amen

Kahala Lei

Blood Money Poets

copyright 2011

AND I WANT TO GET IT OFF

I've got a lot on my mind, and I want to get it off.
I have to sound myself off, and
Tell me a thing or two..

"Girl, you are worth it. Worth more than you dream!
You deserve better than what it seems.
You deserve happiness, say good bye to the rain.
You deserve a face- full of smiles again
Give yourself credit, where credit's due
Do something nice, for you and only you.

When does it ever stop?
So what do you expect, to forget who is you?
To say you've never lived,
When your day is through?

Put down the criticism
Just drop that pen.
Pick up your happy book
And locate your poetic zen.
Life's way too short
You'll miss out, if you don't live
You work way too hard
To yourself, you must give."

Now with this said,
I sign out for the night
To rest that weary head
And allow my dreams to take flight.

Kahala Lei
Blood Money Poets
copyright 2011

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