Disgust

I'm so disgusted, I don't even want to write.

Everything, everyone

Wanting more from me while

Dragging me with a string

Not even the class of a thread

A string

People dying & loved ones crying

But they simply watch the cycle go

Taking the lives of everyone they know

Falling down like toy soldiers 

One by one they all fall down

Spectators cry from all around

But not one person makes a move

Asking, I'm just one person, what

Can I do?

To that I say there is a lot

If you can get off your ass for once

If you can throw a party, you can throw an event

But without crunching the budget spent

But you're too busy getting the scoop

To realize that life's about to take a poop

You never knew it from a mile away

Until someone else has a bad day

That's the day you knew it all

But you simply watched them

Take a living fall

You sat and talked 

Like you're the shit

As long as you're not the

One going through it

Its a joke to you

People make me sick 

I really want to puke

At not every reader

But whoever fits the shoe

Fuck this world that we're living in

Fuck this world so full of sin

Call me what you want to call me

Just keep you ugly energy away from me

I'm a lone soldier, let me be

Not for you, not for anyone

My reason for living cannot

Be undone

So keep your drama 

To yourself

I'm doing fine

All by myself

Kahala Lei

Blood Money Poets

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