27 May 2017

Disgust

I'm so disgusted, I don't even want to write.
Everything, everyone
Wanting more from me while
Dragging me with a string
Not even the class of a thread
A string

People dying & loved ones crying
But they simply watch the cycle go
Taking the lives of everyone they know
Falling down like toy soldiers 
One by one they all fall down
Spectators cry from all around
But not one person makes a move
Asking, I'm just one person, what
Can I do?

To that I say there is a lot
If you can get off your ass for once
If you can throw a party, you can throw an event
But without crunching the budget spent
But you're too busy getting the scoop
To realize that life's about to take a poop
You never knew it from a mile away
Until someone else has a bad day
That's the day you knew it all
But you simply watched them
Take a living fall
You sat and talked 
Like you're the shit
As long as you're not the
One going through it
Its a joke to you

People make me sick 
I really want to puke
At not every reader
But whoever fits the shoe
Fuck this world that we're living in
Fuck this world so full of sin
Call me what you want to call me
Just keep you ugly energy away from me
I'm a lone soldier, let me be

Not for you, not for anyone
My reason for living cannot
Be undone
So keep your drama 
To yourself
I'm doing fine
All by myself


Kahala Lei
Blood Money Poets
copyright 2017

13 May 2017

Deserted

Come see me with your problems
Come see me with your pain
But forget you know me, when
I'm the one in the rain.

I'm not angry with you
I allowed it to happen
I should have known better
I just loved you more

Now I'm broken
Now I'm through
In order to love me
I've got to let go of you



Kahala Lei
Blood Money Poets
copyright 2017




Me, Myself & I

Me 
My world includes me
Even if your world doesn't
I exist in my world

Myself
I love myself
Whether you care or not
I matter to me

I
With you
Without you
I am still I



Kahala Lei 
Blood Money Poets 
copyright 2017