There are no classification that could hold Kahala Lei. Overcoming every obstacle in her path, Kahala Lei has more than survived the great storm known as life, having defeated many personal, educational and professional setbacks. She has utilized writing as a form of release for many of those years, and has only recently begun to share this with the world. This journal of thoughts is just a glimpse into her mind.. so much more has yet to follow.
10 April 2011
24 October 2010
In Due Time
From experience i'll tell you
There ain't no easy way out
Straight from the ghetto
I invented my route
Leaving all i knew behind
For a life unknown
Reaping different kinds of benefits
From the seeds i've sown
Faith, knowledge and trust
Could be important keys to succeed
But how does one learn to trust
When she's knocked down on her knees
Robbed of all but her inner dignity
She's learned the familiar feeling
Of greater insecurity
Pushing the broom across the floor, she must
To make a dollar to feed those kids
She don't have a bank trust
Seems so distant from reality to believe
My dreams are what my thoughts just couldn't conceive
That once upon a time, that girl was me
Harsh oh it was
No words spoken more true
I'm not gonna sit here and lie to you
This road was mad tough
There were so many times i've said
"Enough is enough!"
Please don't disect my life story
And call yourself - callin my bluff
Because when my wave reaches to you
Its gonna hit you rough
Left to her own devices
The girl was out of home by age nine
did what she had to do
Just to go to school and survive
Pushin anything, as long as she
Didn't have to push herself
Self respect was the only way
This girl had any wealth.
Kicked out of school
In her senior year
Made her wonder what the struggle
Was for, word is sincere
Not sure if there was another way
Out of this death wish
All she could do was dream
Of a life without this
"God shed light upon me and
Show me the way.
God, I wanna get out of this one day!
God help me now, I don't want to die a dealer..
God do something in my life to make
My dreams realer!
God let me look though the window
To see fresh grass and trees,
God I don't want to witness another
Necrosy!
Lord, my God, I beggeth you please!
Let me be somewhere that I can breathe!!"
To all of these prayers, my Lord opened doors
He asked me what all the commotion was for?
He said to me, Kah, what is it you want?
He said to put down the .., put down the blunt
He said live a life that was righteously so
As for some of my loved ones, I'd have to let go
Because they wouldn't change
Because of my pain,
Just look at how many times
They left me standin in the rain!
He asked was it worth going through again?
I said "No! How much longer can I sustain?"
To that my God had closed many doors
But for my children and I, He opened one more
He said its not much, to make what I can
That there was no time to put together a plan
Tis was time to put my dreams into full action
It was about time I found satisfaction
Rough times ahead, keep one goal in mind
I'm gonna reach my goals...
I promise me..
In due time.
Kahala Lei
copyright 2009
There ain't no easy way out
Straight from the ghetto
I invented my route
Leaving all i knew behind
For a life unknown
Reaping different kinds of benefits
From the seeds i've sown
Faith, knowledge and trust
Could be important keys to succeed
But how does one learn to trust
When she's knocked down on her knees
Robbed of all but her inner dignity
She's learned the familiar feeling
Of greater insecurity
Pushing the broom across the floor, she must
To make a dollar to feed those kids
She don't have a bank trust
Seems so distant from reality to believe
My dreams are what my thoughts just couldn't conceive
That once upon a time, that girl was me
Harsh oh it was
No words spoken more true
I'm not gonna sit here and lie to you
This road was mad tough
There were so many times i've said
"Enough is enough!"
Please don't disect my life story
And call yourself - callin my bluff
Because when my wave reaches to you
Its gonna hit you rough
Left to her own devices
The girl was out of home by age nine
did what she had to do
Just to go to school and survive
Pushin anything, as long as she
Didn't have to push herself
Self respect was the only way
This girl had any wealth.
Kicked out of school
In her senior year
Made her wonder what the struggle
Was for, word is sincere
Not sure if there was another way
Out of this death wish
All she could do was dream
Of a life without this
"God shed light upon me and
Show me the way.
God, I wanna get out of this one day!
God help me now, I don't want to die a dealer..
God do something in my life to make
My dreams realer!
God let me look though the window
To see fresh grass and trees,
God I don't want to witness another
Necrosy!
Lord, my God, I beggeth you please!
Let me be somewhere that I can breathe!!"
To all of these prayers, my Lord opened doors
He asked me what all the commotion was for?
He said to me, Kah, what is it you want?
He said to put down the .., put down the blunt
He said live a life that was righteously so
As for some of my loved ones, I'd have to let go
Because they wouldn't change
Because of my pain,
Just look at how many times
They left me standin in the rain!
He asked was it worth going through again?
I said "No! How much longer can I sustain?"
To that my God had closed many doors
But for my children and I, He opened one more
He said its not much, to make what I can
That there was no time to put together a plan
Tis was time to put my dreams into full action
It was about time I found satisfaction
Rough times ahead, keep one goal in mind
I'm gonna reach my goals...
I promise me..
In due time.
Kahala Lei
copyright 2009
Determination
The girl is aggressive
She slept well rested
The music's invested
Trusted and lusted
Her heart has combusted
He pulled her down to the floor
She got up and said "no more"
He walked out the door
Left the kids to cry
Without sayin good bye
After years of abuse
She was not amused
The pain makes her talk
Ambition makes her walk
Automated nightmares
Do you really think people care?
No one hears what she goes through
Some even call her a fool
She continues to persue her dream
She won't lie down to die
Know what I mean?
Many years have gone by
With mental lows, mental highs
Sometimes she tries
Sometimes she cries
Sometimes she just puts it all aside
Determination
Aggrevation
Tryin to rebuild this
Broken down nation
She just can't stop
Until her body drops
Six feet deep in the ground
Her soul has been found
A calling from God
Is taking her to the top
No more will she stay
At the bottom, she prays
Rising like a hot air balloon
Nevermind the goons
Where there's a will
There's a way.
Kahala Lei
copyright 2008
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